In the past year, I have gone through some pretty dramatic stuff. In the past month, it has gotten even more dramatic.
Last month, the second love my life (the first being my daughter) walked out on me. I have spent the past month trying to pull my heart back together. It's a slow journey but slowly I am getting there. This was only the second man in my life I have ever really & truly loved. Oh, sure - I've been infatuated numerous times, but this was love. I'll spare you the details but part of that love is now dead. I still can't see him without crying or getting emotional but it's ion private now rather than the obvious. he will always have a special part ion my heart & I will always wonder what could have been, but I'm not wasting as much time now on "what ifs" as I was.
The first love of my life, Riley, my daughter, has kept me smiling & touches my heart at every turn.
I originally started this blog to get out my feelings & emotions about my failed relationship but then I thought "Why waste the bandwidth?". So what I post will be my joys & downs of my every day life. Every day I evolve as a person & I hope you are able to read & see the changes as I hope I will.
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Break ups are hard. A part of us dies and we have to try to heal. Healing is mourning our lost, good luck moving on.
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